So...Bored

I'm tired, but not in the mood for sleep yet. Nothing just seems to hold my attention tonight. Even Chicken and Chapelles show only lasted about 10 minutes before I got bored. I don't even feel like playing guitar. I used to play for a reason...I had a purpose...I had an audience. The drunk kids in the lobby just arent the same. No matter how many of them there are they still won't give me the joy I had playing for that audience of one. But bah, I'm getting whiny again.Will I ever stop this? Will the feelings I have ever diminish. Signs point to no. Heh, I'm a mess aren't I? Anyway, this weekend I go to SMS to see JHeet and BMac. That should be a good time. A bunch of the theatre kids are going to SETC in NC. Have fun everyone! I think I'm going to try to entertain myself not on here for a while, so I guess I will talk to everyone later.